The November Project started with the idea to "live every day like it's your last." Then when we woke up and realized the absolute impossibility of this, we decided to make one month of every year--thirty days-- something to look forward to. Something extraordinary.
Welcome to the month of November. We hope it is your best.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Day 28!
I happened too be TOO busy pampering myself yesterday, that I didn't have the opportunity to write! (I also turned the big 2-5 yesterday, so let's use that as an excuse too!)
As I was researching yesterday ways to pamper myself, I came accross this blog of 10 ways to show yourself some love. If you read the 10 ways, you'll likely see some similarities between the November project and the list: forgive, journal, be grateful, and have 'me' time; who knew that we were actually pampering ourselves the entire month?
But, the way I most enjoyed on here was "Use Your own Love Strategy". Have you ever read the 5 languages of love? Hands down, I give love through physical affection (anyone that's ever met me knows I'm a hugger), but I like to receive love through words of praise. So yesterday, this blog suggested to use your own love stratergy for yourself. For me, it suggested:
Words of praise: Pay yourself a compliment. Write yourself a love letter telling yourself what you love about you. Write “You are lovable” on your mirror and read it every morning, out loud, five times.
It's funny thinking about it, I rarely take time to think about what I actually enjoy about myself; I feel like I'm always making goals to improve rather than focus on the good.
So, yesterday, I reminded myself, especially in honor of my birthday, that I've made a difference in other's lives and that I am a good person. No matter how clumsy, unmotivated to stay on a steady workout plan, or bad with cellular devices I am, I genuinely enjoy being me.
What's you're love language? How would you show yourself some love with it?
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Day 26!
It's November 26. Thanksgiving has come and gone. Christmas is just under one month away, but it's hard for me to get into the holiday spirit. Maybe it's that the fact it's 70 degrees in Memphis or I haven't purchased any Christmas gifts yet.
So to get in the spirit, I did a few very seasonal things: I decorated my Christmas tree, I drank hot chocolate, listened to the N'SYNC Christmas CD, and finished my seasonal tasks by watching Elf.
Even after all this.... I'm still not in the Holiday Spirit. A big part of thinks this is because, no matter the decorations, music, or Christmas traditions, the season won't feel right until December 21, when I'm back in Pennsylvania.
Today, while I did seasonal things, I remembered what the season is all about- spending time with family & loved ones; it's a season of sharing, caring, and giving. For me, the real "seasonal" things will fall in December.
Friday, November 25, 2011
Day 24!
I am the luckiest.
Seriously, sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve to be so blessed. Today, I want to share a few reasons why I am thankful this (& every) year.
- My family:
No matter how many random states I move to or strange decisions I make, my family has 100% supported me. I am the luckiest to have such wonderful people in my life; thank you for loving me. - My Memphis "family"
Living in Memphis for just about 2 years now, I have made friendships that I'm certain will last a lifetime, and definitely memories that will last that long too. Thanks for the memories :) - My Pennsy loves:
Whoever warned me back in 2005 that I wouldn't stay friends with my friends during high school, was terribly mistaken; and for this, I'm thankful. Thank you for being a friend through all the years.
- My Wingate Sisters:
Wingate, NC is the third place I've called home during my almost (ick) 25 years. Wingate quickly became my home away from home when I joined Chi Omega. If there hadn't been you, I don't know where I would be. Thank you for making my college experience. - & Of course Thank you for the music. :)
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Day 23!
Sitting around a kitchen table eating turkey and stuffing, I think to myself...
I didn't write that damn blog post yesterday.
I am reminded by Holly's mom that she can't find Day 23, and by Matt that I need to find my motivation again, as we only have a week left. So here goes today in all of its six word memoir joy.
I went to the website first, and found some beautiful, some depressing, and some inspirational six word memoirs.
"Losing a mother. Gaining an angel."
"You don't complete me. I do."
"Best foot forward--cast and all."
"Come home. You're needed here too."
I love the creativity of this project, but I hate the limitations that it seems to put on life. Boiling it down to only six words? No.
You are more than your mother's death.
You are more than your quest for individuality.
You are more than your injuries.
You are more than your nostalgia.
Sometimes I have to remind myself that I am more than six words. Hell, I'm more than a resume. I'm more than a first impression conversation. I'm more than Twitter's 180 character limit. I am more than even I know, yet.
My six word memoir?
"Yes, I am more than this."
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Day 22!
Have you ever received a Christmas card from me? The answer is most likely ... no.
In 2009, my first Christmas out of college, I purchased Christmas cards to send out. I figured, being all-grown up, it was time to send out my own Christmas cards. For some reason, I never found the motivation to send them. I'm not sure if it's the hustle & bustle of the holiday or the laziness of looking up everyone's address, but I didn't send them in 2009.... or 2010.
So this year, I vowed to actually finish the task: my loved ones would receive Christmas cards from me! Tonight, I made my mailing lists, purchased stamps, and I, even, addressed the envelopes.
Today, I accomplished something that I have been putting off for 2 years. I've done something that I should never put off: recognize the people I care about on a Holiday.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Day 21!
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Day 20!
Cooking for one is just not fun for me, which makes me a little kitchen clueless. Most of my "meals" consist of frozen pizza, lean cuisines, peanut butter sandwiches, and sometimes I get really fancy and make... tacos. I rarely have a delicious home cooked meal.
So, today for lunch, after much research, I found multiple resources to help me with my lonely cooking!
I dug out my cute owl apron that I haven't touched in months (I mean, if I'm slaving in the kitchen, I might as well look cute) and got to it!
Course 1:
Salad w/homemade Italian Dressing
Who knew dressing was SO easy to make yourself?
Course 2:
Lasagna for one
(ok, I didn't make the noodles, but I did shave the cheese by myself!)
Course 3:
Peanut butter Brownies.
Now, I think I've realized cooking for one doesn't have to be such a curse. I just really wish tomorrow was "Day 29: Exercise!'
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Day 19!
Day 18!
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Day 17!
Well, the November Project followers, I failed today.
Anyone that has spent more than ten minutes with me probably knows that I hate silence. I find it incredibly awkward. I make small talk with everyone from gas station attendants to the random person that's checking their mailbox at the same time as me. If I spend more than a few minutes near someone, it's pretty likely I'll break the silence.
During my lunch-break today, I had to run to the grocery store. I thought, great, this is the perfect opportunity to complete Day 17. I promised myself I would enjoy the quiet time. After racing through the aisles, twenty minutes in, I already fought breaking the "peace and quiet" by talking to the cart collector as I walked in, commenting to a guy buying Us Weekly, or giving a high five to someone in a Michael Vick shirt (it took everything in me NOT to say something to him!) By the time I was at the cashier, I was CONVINCED it had been thirty minutes, and I made every small talk comment possible, including, "Can you believe how cold out it is?," and "Crazy you guys are open on Thanksgiving!" When I got to the car, I realized it had only been 27 minutes, oops.
This 1/2 hour for me, well almost 1/2 hour, was not peaceful or quiet. It was almost painful for me to stay silent that long. My point today is, sometimes, you have to embrace who you are, and maybe that's what makes everyday extraordinary.
I hope everyone else was more successful at Day 17 than me!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Day 16!
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Day 15!
Not only is November full of fun calendar days we have composed, but nationally, November has special days marked on it's calendar each year.
Today, two special national days come to mind: November 15 is National Philanthropy Day & November 11 is Veterans day. In the spirit of these special days, I decided to combine the two causes in my volunteering.
Can you imagine being deployed in the military? Leaving your home, family, friends and comfort zone for months to do your job? Sometimes, I feel restless leaving my home for an eight hour workday. So, today, I decided to write a few letters to soldiers through the website: http://www.letterstosoldiers.org/
More than ever, I'm reminded that no matter how bad my day might seem, there are people out there that are fighting much larger battles. Even though I'm not there to fight these battles, it's extraordinary for me to know I can contribute by doing something as small as writing a few letters of thanks.
I hope everyone had a fabulous November 15 and if you volunteered today, comment and share below!
Monday, November 14, 2011
Day 14!
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Day 13!
Long before the November Project started, the 13th day of November has always been a celebration for me, it's my brother's birthday! Being 1,000 miles from home, I decided to still celebrate one of my favorite people, Matt, by reflecting on him, drinking his favorite beverage: scotch, and eating a cupcake!
Being 12 months & 2 weeks apart, Matt & I were fortunate to grow up pretty close. Don't get me wrong, we definitely argued like brother and sister and still occasionally do. I still get teased for saying during a fight when we were younger - "I wish Mommy & Daddy only had 2 kids" and he quickly replied "Me too, then it would only be me & Pat". Despite the silly fights... we've gone through a ton and he's remained one of the constant, supporting people in my life.
Like the time he drove down to Wingate for my homecoming:
or my Graduation:
or came to visit Memphis (not to mention helped me move in 8 month earlier!):
I consider myself the luckiest girl in the world to call Matt my old brother, and be able to celebrate such a fun, loyal, and funny person today.
November 13, will always be a celebration for me, and as I finish sipping on scotch, (seriously Matt how do you enjoy this stuff?), I wish everyone has someone as special as Matt to celebrate today.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Day 12!
Submitted for the approval of the November Project, I call this story: “Comic Relief“.
I’ve been following this blog by two good friends since the beginning, and I’ve found it to be surprisingly inspirational. That's not a knock against Holly and Danielle. I’m just surprised that I’ve taken the inspiration and run with it.
Since November first I’ve been donating clothes, writing letters, applying for jobs, working out and many other things to make this the best month ever.
When Holly first asked me to be a guest blogger today, I wasn't exactly overwhelmed with ideas for a place I could go that I’ve never been. It’s not that I’ve been everywhere there is to be--far from it. Instead, I struggled to find a place that would be worthy of a blog post.
On my afternoon run, I looked around for inspiration. Instead, I found more pizza shops and laundromats than I had realized ever existed within a five block radius of my apartment. I ran past a Meallys Furniture store that I had never been to, but really I would have done nothing but look at sectionals and dining sets that I would never buy. Not the most exciting blog.
So I thought outside the box. Could my new place be a new “state of mind“? That would require some serious meditation, that thought of which scared me away pretty quickly.
A new website? I could argue that it’s a “place,” but it seemed like a copout.
So after concluding my run I thought about playing my new Batman game for Xbox when it hit me: a comic book store.
During my first couple years of college I used to read comics, and thoroughly enjoyed it. Of course the first thought of many of you is this or this. But really they were fun to read and fit nicely into my schedule. A ten to fifteen minute comic was much more practical than a novel when, as an English major, I was reading too many of those already. But in the end I was reading about 25 each month, and I decided the 75 dollars was better spent elsewhere.
Since my old comic store shut down, a quick search online gave me my destination: Comic Collection on Bustleton Avenue.
I’ll spare you much of the geeky details (the reminiscing of characters I missed, the discussions with fellow comic readers that I assumed were regulars), but I have to admit that it made me miss reading comics. This had been a journey that I had been meaning to take for quite some time, and to me this is what the November Project is all about: taking control of your life.
Too many times we get stuck in our daily, weekly, monthly, even yearly routines, to the point where we don’t leave ourselves enough time, or put in the effort, to do things we really want to , need to, or just something new.
I didn’t discover anything new and profound about myself today. But I visited a place I’ve been meaning to go for almost two years. Every week I think all of the things I should really do the next weekend when I have some free time. Oftentimes, I ignore this and use my weekends to drink too many beers and hang out with friends. Thirty dollars later, I can cross one of these off the list.
And a quick look at the November Project calendar tells me that I will be celebrating two special people in my life tomorrow: Holly and Danielle. Thanks for helping me with the little things on my way to what I hope is a slightly better me.
*This blog was written by a guest blogger, and one of our closest friends, Zack. Zack is a sports writer from the suburbs of Philadelphia. He lives for coronaritas from On The Border.
Friday, November 11, 2011
Day 11!
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Day 10!
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Day 9!
Simplify my life? My entire life? I don't think the words "simple" and "my life" have ever been in the same sentence. I tend to do things the complicated way, and I barely ever see things as black and white- there's always some gray.
The idea of simplifying my life, today, was a bit overwhelming; instead of simplifying my life, I decided to start small with simplifying my weekend. This weekend, I'm traveling to see two great friends get married! Typically, when I pack for a weekend trip my suitcase usually looks like this. I mean, how I am supposed to predict, today, what I want to wear the entire weekend?
Thanks to the November Project, I decided to keep it simple and only pack the essentials: 1 outfit for each day, 1 pair of shoes to wear all weekend during tourist/playtime, dress/shoes for the wedding, and toiletries. I didn't pack any extra clothing options. Not even an extra pair of shoes to choose from!
My entire life might not be simplified, but I do feel like this weekend is a little more simple! Now, instead of spending time thinking about what I'll wear that day or any material items, I can focus on celebrating a great couple, spending time with good friends, and exploring a new city.
I didn't take the leap of simplifying my life, but my November 9th brought me back to a simple concept- sometimes, it's the small steps that count.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Day 8!
Monday, November 7, 2011
Day 7!
Day 7: Forgive & forget. Say you're sorry to someone who needs your apologies.
I’ll be honest, since the day we created this calendar, I’ve been dreading today. If you look in a thesaurus, there’s not one happy word associated with ‘sorry’: regretful, sad, remorseful, unhappy. Glad even means the opposite! So, great, November 7 is going to be extraordinary, unhappy, remorseful, regretful ... simultaneously. Nevertheless, I forced myself to stick with the November project by offering forgiveness and apologies today.
How I feel about forgiveness and admitting I’m wrong is a lot like how I feel about folding laundry. I do all of the steps of doing the laundry flawlessly up until that point: sorting by color, choosing the right cycle, adding detergent, and placing in the dyer. Then I just let it sit there, maybe place it in a basket, until it all becomes wrinkly and I need to start over.
Today, I feel like that’s what I did with a friendship. I put time, energy, and emotions into it. We made it through a ton, and there's more than a few occasions where I could turn to her before anyone else. Until, naturally two people can't agree on everything always, and selfishness always comes into play. That brings us to forgiveness, I feel like our friendship came so far, only to be left to become tainted, weathered, or well...wrinkly, because I'm too stubborn and unmotivated to face the fear of having to forgive and forget. Now, it's to the point where the friendship, laughs, and memories we shared are faded.... and we either need to start over or forget a friendship.
But, what exactly is forgiving and forgetting? Is it possible to truly forgive and forget? How can you really erase something that hurt you from your memory? Does saying, I’m sorry or I forgive you, really make a difference? Don't actions speak louder than words? What makes me deserve someone's forgiveness, or them deserve mine?
Today, I decided, for me, forgiveness is a choice. The choice to let it be. The realization that no one can change the past. The recognition that's it's just not worth it to hold on to resentment, bitterness, and cattiness. The choice to hold on to the fun times, the times when that friend you’re so mad at was there for you when no one else was. So, today, I took the cleansing steps of letting go; even if I can't erase things from my memory, I'm making a choice to take a step forward with a person I still respect and care about.
I think, I’m going to write Mr. Webster a letter asking him to add choice, cleansing, and maybe even wrinkle-releaser to 'sorry' in the thesaurus.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. -Audrey Hepburn
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Day 6!
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Day 5!
gglm.tumblr.com! Also, before college, I loved reading, even to the point that I did Reading Olympic until 9th grade! Reading was a lot more fun for me before it was necessary for grades and papers!
My November 5 was about reconnecting with an old hobby and being comfortable with yourself, no matter what the situation.
Friday, November 4, 2011
Day 4!
It's not easy to give money away without a quick pay-off.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Day 3!
Send a letter in the mail. The actual mail.
My Top 5 Reasons why I still think Snail Mail > Email
- I get ridiculously excited when I get mail that's not an invoice, credit card offer, or another 20% off coupon from bed bath & beyond.
- Liberty Bell Stamps: They remind me of home :).
- I wouldn't know my grandparents without it: I've never had the privilege of meeting my maternal grandparents. Thanks to the postal service, my family has a book compiled of their love letters. With their dotted I's and crossed T's, their story comes to life. It's the closest I'll ever come to actually hearing their voices.
- Handwriting: Today, when most people read my voice, it's usually through Georgia Font or 'Facebook' font. Thinking about the rarity of seeing handwritten word, I find the warmth and personality found in a handwritten letter refreshing.
- My mailman: As long as I can remember, we've had the same mailman. I haven't lived in my hometown for six years, but he's one of the only consistencies that remain when I go home. Even if my parent's living room is rearranged, we have new weird neighbors, or I realize I've lost touch with more & more high school friends, Mr. Mailman (which, I've called him since I was 5), has been the same person. Through rain, sleet, and snow, he's always been there and helps make home still feel like home.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Day 2!
Day 2: Call a friend you haven't spoken to in at least 6 months.
The thing about becoming an adult is that nine hour work-days take up most of your November day. Maybe the night before you felt defeated, discouraged, and cried all the way home, and then got lost for an hour and a half on 476 because of the crying, and you didn't get home until midnight so you got almost no sleep and then woke up for your nine hour work day. And in the middle of that nine hour work day, your roommate is texting you that the house is a mess, and you need to get your shit together, and the loan company is leaving you voicemails about wanting to take away all your money so that by the time you walk in the door, you feel like you just got hit by a cargo train, carrying Christmas-wrapped punches in the face.
What I'm trying to say is, even when you're trying your best to have a best-November-day, you still might have a bad day.
But this is what I love about the November project. I'm not trying to tell you that every day of November is going to the best day of your life, but days can still be extraordinary without being wonderful.
Let me explain.
Today, Day 2 of the November Project, was: “Call a friend you haven't spoken to in 6 months.” And God willing, one of my sisters was getting a call whether they wanted to talk to me or not. And I'm thrilled that after years of knowing me inside and out, Hannah still wants to hear my spastic voice through the phone. As you would imagine, we caught up on each other's lives and laughed at each other's almost-funny stories, but what made this November day special is not the actual words we said to each other—it was reconnecting with someone who knows me for me and shares in my happinesses. Who reminds me of what I have to offer. Who, when I tell her that my relationship is not only going well, but it's one of the only things I feel is “perfectly right” about my life, she says, “You deserve this. Not only because you deserve someone who loves you, but because I know what you've been through to get here. You deserve to feel loved.”
And that is what made my November 2nd extraordinary.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Day 1!
Day 1: Find a quote. Memorize it. Live by it today.
[D]: "In the end, our own personal happiness is about figuring out what makes us feel the most ourselves, and living that way--and to hell with what anybody else thinks.” -Lisa Scottoline
[H]: "Don't do anything halfway, unless you're willing to be half happy.” -How Do You Know
I never thought I’d get inspiration from a movie with Owen Wilson, Reece Witherspoon, Paul Rudd and Jack Nicholson, but it works! Both our quotes today capture the essence of what the November projo is all about---- doing things that will make YOU happy and following through all the way!
I’ve always been a fan of finding words to match my emotions…. A few months ago, Danielle and I started emailing back and forth a Quote of the Day (QOTD). Today, and over 70 quotes later, we find words to match our mood each day. It’s a nice reminder that we’re not alone in our emotions!
So today, I hope everyone find words to match how YOU feel! Find something that inspires you, speaks to you, or simply makes you smile! I plan on writing mine down at my computer desk and bathroom mirror as a constant reminder of the November Project!
Whats your quote today!? Comment & share below!
Happy November 1!